He is better off there iA

A good friend of mine passed away back home in a car accident.

While I am getting ready for my class this morning, I missed a phone call from a number from Jordan. I did not know the number, and even when I called mom as I usually do on my way to school, she did not know it. So, I thought what ever, if it was important they could've left a msg.

After the test, I go home waiting for Omar to get ready to go to Juma. Omar comes out and he says: Do you remember Bitar?
I said: is he ok?
Then he told me that he passed away in a car accident this morning.

I have not talked to him in a long time. But he was one of the people I look forward to meet when I go home. He was one of the fewest ppl that I see purity in him. He had that love and fear of Allah swt at the same time. He pleased his parents and was on good terms with them, even though they were not as religious as he was, as to say.

He was younger than me, and always appreciated my advice. Though, I loved talking to him. It reminded me of how our faith is beautiful. Besides, he was just loved by everyone.

My friend who called in the morning, tried to call a lot later in the afternoon, but I just couldn't pick up the phone.

My brain is exploding. My heart is just dead now. That is it. Just too many hits in the same week.

I pray for him. Make dua that allah makes it easy on him in his grave, and shows him his place in heaven. I make dua that allah admits him in jannah, heaven. The highest levels.

After all, it's better there for him. It's ugly down here. We are all heading there. All I make dua and pray that I see him there. Inshallah.

This life aint worth it.