I have to thank Hasan for a never forgotten advice ... (sorry Hasan, I have to add in some spices on it .. u kno .. to make ur statement a lil bit more dramatic!)

Hasan: One thing to keep in mind ... things will get UGLY .. really UGLY ... thoughts about giving up will come to you ... thoughts of dropping everything would come to you ... when that happens ... just RELAAAX dude ... RELAAAX ...

I hate talking of negativities, soooo much!! I HATE IT ... I mean the world is already ugly as it is.
I know how ugly the world can get .. but really don't I mind pretending to be an idiot and pretending that it's not ugly, at least that way I wont be dying 500 times everyday ..