My life nowadays ...

My life nowadays actually have a taste ... it is not flavorless any more ... though, gaining back that flavor doesn't come for free. It comes all in one package, meaning that it comes with delicious flavors as well as ugly horrible flavors. Though, it's worth it.

It has been a while since it felt this way... but alhamd .. I like it this way ... i don't want it to ever change ... isA this ugly flavor will fade away .. then all is left is good delicious lovely beautiful life, that carries with it some other ugliness ... but thas life ... it aint no fairy tale!

Wht has The Pilot been up to?
Life has been actually busy ... Real busy ... school hasn't been soo good ... it seems the junior yr theory has to apply on me! isA I can pull it .. but I kind of giving up on trying to gather all the fallen pieces together ... instead .. I am just trying to save as much as I can ...

what else ... I have not been going to classes .. I have been barely doing my hws, reports and do study on my own ...

I am still on the quest to find a research ...


The Pilot hasn't flown in a long time ... he has to fly ... soooon .. soon .. he can't let that happen ...
The Pilot really thinks he can't give up on flying .. no he cant ...


Finally .. I know how it feels ... no not distracting .. rather .. motivational ...