Ladies and Gents: Jack ...
I think I owe it to this blog to give it a name. First thing is to decide what is the gender of this blog ... hmmm ... I would like to say its a girl ... but someone might not like it :P... so ... I will go with a boy ... the first thing I could come up with is Jack ... cuz, it is a blog ... all kinna "jacked" up things would go on!! Now, when refering to Bostorino, I can be all like: "I was talking to Jack ..and I thought .." ...
I know ... I am a complete psycho now!!
anywho .. I've always believed in the power of talking, but tonight I was reminded with the power of listening. I mean, seriously, listening to my own voice over and over drives my insane! (more than I already am .. omg .. this is a serious issue) gotta listen to someone's else voice sometimes
Sometimes someppl, that you thought are a hopeless case, come through to you when most needed. In fact, you find your self going to them.
anywho ... tonight, as a side aftermath of a long talk, I realised stupendous theory #9837: The Pilot may not be as profession as he can be in one specific area; therefore, he will try to be almost-very-good in many areas! Even though stupendous theory #9837 is not new, I realised a new application for it today!
Mentioning the MSA and the muslim community today. I have been seriously isolating myself from them recently. It's not a very good thing, or that I am too happy about it, but it is a natural defense mechanism. I don't want to be proving myself to anyone any more. Aside from that, I really can't be around ppl, that I know, don't trust me, or doubt me. Not that they make me doubt myself, but cuz I don't want to feel compelled to prove myself, as I hate being perceived as an idiot (which might be totally my mistake, since I make it look like it sometimes).
Though, trust is a really major issue ... and I cant tell how much to trust a person means.
School is falling apart ... yup, couldn't hold my own this semester. Some may claim the cause to be a lotta different reasons; however, the only reason is that I am not on truce with my department. Classes suck and I couldn't suck it up any more this semester and do what I have to do to get my A. Actually learning and getting the A are totally different things. If am depressed of something it's because I neither learned or got A's. yup yup .. sad ... To actually gain both at the same time is a real skill that not anyone masters, and whoever does master it is a genius! I dream of one day that learning and gaining an A are not totally different things. I dream of a school where students actually learn enough by doing what the professors ask us to do!
Anyways .. nice talking to you,Jack, today ...
1 comment:
Keep plugging on campus, man. I've been down with my classes, too, but you just have to keep plugging. You're definitely smart enough (!) its just a matter of putting in the work to make it happen. And besides, one tough semester won't kill you. All of a sudden I feel like I understand props, so if you want to study together, lets do it.
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