Weekend was just another inefficient weekend. Friday, I worked late at night and I got some work done. Then, saturday, I spent my whole day at explore UT from 11-5. By the time we were done, I had some serious headache. I came back and slept. Woke at 9, but still kept wandering till Fajer. Really, didn't do jack! Which pissed me off, but really couldn't do anything!! Anyways, slept after fajer and woke up at 11. Spent the whole day studying for tomorrow's test, and I didn't get so far.

Today, I skipped my first two classes, went to school, and have been trying to study for the whole day. Didn't get much work done. So, I am fixing a cup of coffee, actually a whole pot, and planning an overnighter. Though, I am tired, and body is giving up so quickly. It's just that I am sick, and even when I sleep I don't get a good sleep.

Dad didn't help, too. He called me up telling me the GREAT news that he postponed his flight till sun or something like tht. Well, I know that he is real busy, and that is just expected. But for a whole day, I just wanted to believe that he is coming this week. It's like shooting down a balloon cruising high!!

What's more annoying is that I dont get this material. I've slacked off so much on this class that I have so much now to study, which is annoying me. It's a real interesting material, I like it. Even the prof is real good, BUT I don't even make effort to pay attention in class!! I think I got used on the easy way through all classes; go to class, sleep in the class, do the hw, study for the test, and get ur grade!! That's just wrong!!!

This same prof has told me today that he has a very interesting opportunity in a big project he has. He didn't say much about the topic, though, he said that it is an Air Force related project. I've decided long ago, that the least I can do is not participate in any research, job, project, or any thing that leads or relate to the air force/military. because that would be pure wrong

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